The pace is going too fast. It's way too fast for you and me to even realise that... "hey man. i got to slow down" Way... too fast.. Humans ah Humans. Yes, if you are reading this...you're a human too-unfortunately. Looking at fellow humans with tinted views....i don't like-yet i'm behaving that way. How irony. It's wrong, yet Im doing it. Could i possibly say, "everyone is doing it, why cant i?" Knowing it's wrong to gossip, yet I love to watch gossip girl *roll my small eyes* what is the exact meaning of GOSSIP? Idle talk-I supposed? *you may want to dictionary it, or google it. whatever k and what is the exact meaning of BITCH? uh ya ya ya. a female dog, huh? or i would rather say, a type of complaint?*you may want to dictionary it, or google it. whatever k
WE, humans... sometimes think that we are so awesome that these malicious words are just... are just....JUST at the end of our mouth. We say it, when we feel like. We type it, when we are happy. right......
So. All humans are like that? 99%, i guess what happen to the 1%? I don't know.
Sometimes i pondered hard at this. "Will God curse, swear, scold,whatever....when he's feeling terrible awful?" or maybe...He does...when he came dwn to earth. Maybe not upfrontly.....but....lil grudges that he held..inside his heart? hahaa...I don't know. When its time for me to meet Him, i might ask him this! :P
Because...i felt...it's literally impossible !!! :P for me...i reckon. HAHA.
IF.. I have chosen the choice of being slience. Be good. It means that...I doesnt want to aggravate the current situation. Yet, i will rmb for life. Yes, i hold grudges. Maybe I wouldnt look at yr direction fr good. I wouldn't do anything cus i dont bother to do anything.. haha. Say that im self centered. I wouldn't mind it at all(maybe i will still feel a lil uncomfortable initially.:P)
IF I have chosen the choice of screaming at you. be glad. cus at least, I made an effort to scream at you. it shows that i care . haha. well, that's how my principle functions. after all my screamings. i would not rmb alr cus it's all let out! wahhaha.
Then again, if you tell me. hello pls wake up. you think you have loads of friends, huh? they backstab you. wake up. I would whorefully tell you. hello, i FUCK CARE.. why would you be so nice to tell me that? number 1, you're feeling inferior. number 2, you want to made me feel sad.
Hahaha. I wouldn't mind if my friends are forever. I mean, literally forever. there will sure be times. when you and i will feel that even the bestest friends are flawed. maybe, complaint about them to others. Momentary. Is that call hypocrisy? tell me abt it , dear. friends to me when i was younger.they aint only need to fight through the stormy nights. but also to share the happy moments. maybe if you ask me now. friends.. can be any other who will listen to you at that moment when you rlly need them. EVEN if, i know. this friend has been betraying me. I wouldn't mind. I just need a pair of listening ears. AT THAT POINT OF TIME. when you have gone thru many. u might be able to uds. long years of friendship built up, would fall? then i would say, that's not a friendship at all. it's called the sunny-side-up-ship. when a beautiful and delicious sunny side up is what a supercial eyes see. maybe, an omelette looked disgusting. who knows. it might be the best and frestest egg the chickensss/hensss have ever produced? uh ?
haha.
find peace in yr heart. So that you will discover the peace around you.
nature's calling.
HEY THERE♥
KAHKAY-JIAQI-KIKI
TP-BMS_PST YEAR2
Getting old each yr ):
Shoe size ranging from 8 to 9.5 :P
24hr high on sugar,or maybe it's natural
&im STRONG...S-T-R-O-N-G ok
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..
credits♥
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