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2008-11-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

i hope you would be reading this.

this is for you.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2008-11-02T22:49:00.004+08:00

well. i think right now, i should be feeling damn )()(@)*#()*#
i don't know. but i felt a tinge sense of.... hmm. whatever u call it.

Yeah, whatever you say.
Imma bitch, imma monster imma whatever you want to name it.

things has gotten into this situation, if it's not you who told me other things...and when we talked, i realised, hey..that's not what she told me.

oh well. my fault.
maybe...afterall...
I'm not a friend to you, anyway.

yeah, not a true friend.

Misconceptions hurt.
and i'm really not convinced.
that all these happened

because of him..

shit?
whatever.

2008-09-26T01:10:00.003+08:00

Kiki will not blog here.. from 1st October to 1st nov
as to what has happened.... AHHAA.
NOTHING!!!!!!

im in the midst of doing something secretive. HAHAHA :P

alright. more to come till oct 1, 2008 :P

oh yah
maybe i will blog somewhere
where u wil be informed when i feel like telling you.
tuda tu da....

2008-09-19T01:39:00.004+08:00

The pace is going too fast. It's way too fast for you and me to even realise that... "hey man. i got to slow down"
Way... too fast..
Humans ah Humans. Yes, if you are reading this...you're a human too-unfortunately.
Looking at fellow humans with tinted views....i don't like-yet i'm behaving that way. How irony.
It's wrong, yet Im doing it. Could i possibly say, "everyone is doing it, why cant i?"
Knowing it's wrong to gossip, yet I love to watch gossip girl *roll my small eyes*
what is the exact meaning of GOSSIP?
Idle talk-I supposed? *you may want to dictionary it, or google it. whatever k
and what is the exact meaning of BITCH?
uh ya ya ya. a female dog, huh?
or i would rather say, a type of complaint?*you may want to dictionary it, or google it. whatever k

WE, humans... sometimes think that we are so awesome that these malicious words are just... are just....JUST at the end of our mouth.
We say it, when we feel like. We type it, when we are happy.
right......

So. All humans are like that?
99%, i guess
what happen to the 1%?
I don't know.

Sometimes i pondered hard at this.
"Will God curse, swear, scold,whatever....when he's feeling terrible awful?"
or maybe...He does...when he came dwn to earth.
Maybe not upfrontly.....but....lil grudges that he held..inside his heart?
hahaa...I don't know. When its time for me to meet Him, i might ask him this! :P

Because...i felt...it's literally impossible !!! :P for me...i reckon. HAHA.

IF..
I have chosen the choice of being slience. Be good. It means that...I doesnt want to aggravate the current situation. Yet, i will rmb for life. Yes, i hold grudges. Maybe I wouldnt look at yr direction fr good. I wouldn't do anything cus i dont bother to do anything.. haha. Say that im self centered. I wouldn't mind it at all(maybe i will still feel a lil uncomfortable initially.:P)

IF
I have chosen the choice of screaming at you. be glad. cus at least, I made an effort to scream at you. it shows that i care . haha. well, that's how my principle functions. after all my screamings. i would not rmb alr cus it's all let out! wahhaha.

Then again, if you tell me.
hello pls wake up. you think you have loads of friends, huh? they backstab you. wake up.
I would whorefully tell you.
hello, i FUCK CARE..
why would you be so nice to tell me that?
number 1, you're feeling inferior.
number 2, you want to made me feel sad.

Hahaha.
I wouldn't mind if my friends are forever.
I mean, literally forever.
there will sure be times. when you and i will feel that even the bestest friends are flawed.
maybe, complaint about them to others.
Momentary.
Is that call hypocrisy?
tell me abt it , dear.
friends to me when i was younger.they aint only need to fight through the stormy nights. but also to share the happy moments.
maybe if you ask me now. friends.. can be any other who will listen to you at that moment when you rlly need them. EVEN if, i know. this friend has been betraying me. I wouldn't mind. I just need a pair of listening ears. AT THAT POINT OF TIME.
when you have gone thru many. u might be able to uds.
long years of friendship built up, would fall? then i would say, that's not a friendship at all. it's called the sunny-side-up-ship. when a beautiful and delicious sunny side up is what a supercial eyes see.
maybe, an omelette looked disgusting. who knows. it might be the best and frestest egg the chickensss/hensss have ever produced? uh ?

haha.

find peace in yr heart. So that you will discover the peace around you.

2008-09-18T12:30:00.001+08:00

if spore is that small
then may i know
what is the probability of meeting you
after 6 years?

random shit

2008-09-14T02:41:00.001+08:00

hello

super late now. or super early?

anyway. watching some drama. and saw a part super funny.that make me decided to blog.

this guy. was super sad. and he went KTV. then. his voice is super nan ting. HAHAHAH

HAHAHAHAHAHA

SUEPR FUNNY PLS.

OK BYE

2008-09-09T18:27:00.002+08:00

If you read, you will know about this.
" There is an epidemic of insecurity in our society today. Many ppl are insecure and feed bad abt themselves, which steals their joy and causes major probs in all their r`ships.

Thos who have been badly hurt thru abuse or sever rejection, often seek the approval of others to try to overcome their feelings of rejection and low self esteem. Suffering frm those feelings and use the addiction of approval to try to remove the pain. They are miserable if anyone seems not approve of them in any way or for any reason and they are anxious about the disapprovall until they feel they are once agn accepted. They may do almost anything to gain the approval they feel they have lost-even things their conscience tells them are wrong..
Usually, they compromise themselves for the sake of feeling approved. "

......Approval Addiction.

2008-09-06T01:07:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday song - Korean version -

(:
I will continue to pursue my dream
Thank you for trusting me.
thank you for slowing my pace.
thank you dearest.
for also always being so understanding.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<3333333333333333333333333333

2008-09-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

Random thoughts after cell.
.
.
.
.
Have you ever wondered what kind of life are you going after?
maybe it's all material needs- car;money;handsome Bf;pretty Gf
superficial needs we know, yet we are yearning more of each day.
Have you ever imagined the kind of person you want to be?
mumbling to yourself the lines of your fav korean actors/actresses and think that perhaps,your acting skills is better than them?
wanting to become the person that is being mentioned so flawlessly in novels?
or maybe, wanting to become the teacher that has great impacts on you?
wanting to become the great person that people look up to?
Have you ever look back to your past and regretted for what you've done?

Have you ever realised that your pace of life is too life?

Do your life lies on the thin ice made up of concepts?

When Gail asked " Is God real to you"
i replied " no"
then agn, like one of my cell mate said.
Who am I to judge if God is real or not.

Right. Who am i to judge God.
Im a sinner.
So, what rights do i have?

i think. i reflected.
for the above questions...
were the questions that i asked myself thoroughly when i was walking home.
I don know why.

2008-09-01T01:38:00.002+08:00

31st August 2008

I think it's another day for me to remember.
Dearest Jane accepted Christ into her life today!!
Hoooray! Hoooray! Hoooray!
Thank God for that!
&hope that we will get to know more Christ thru more fellowships! (:
&&I need t repent.
repentance frm KK.
I need to do.

2008-08-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

to that particular you.
i stress, YOU.

hello dearest. wake up from yr princessy dream, uh huh.
freedom of speech? frivolous & irritating people?
LOOK WHO THE FUCK is speaking.
i shall think something nice to say about you, huh?
don't force me further into criticising you.

LIKE PLEASE.
you ask yourself, search yr damn-ed soul
have you ever speak the oh so damn-ed truth to us?
lies built on lies.
i will see, what else you have said- is true.
I WIL THINK HARD AND TELL YOU ABOUT IT.
i SEE, huh.

faunting yr so damn-ed EL while sometimes, you typed nonsensical sentence in yr blog
&yr singing.
according to this princess, IM TONE DEAF yo
WARNED US-we will get our karma.
LOOK DEAR, who is getting it now?
ifeelsosadforyou
cus, you TRIED damn-ed hard to be yourself & yet you failed like MAD.

tell me about it, tell me about it.

we were WORRIED sick for you and turned yr ears deaf to us.
COME ON la.
like as if we want to see you get FUCK-ed and DUMP-ed like someone.
you think we will be rejoicing with a glass of champagne dancing ?
OH PLEASE.

already, you are not smart.
even the SMARTEST get cheated
what's more, you?

hello.
i feel like being good is no good.
& you put that whole prayer in yr blog.
ask yrself.
HAVE YOU BEEN A GOOD CHRISTIAN IN YOUR LIFE?
BUILDING YR LIES FROM A MOLE TO MT E.

& i wish, you were like what I first to know.
or rather, we.
i missed the times when 8 of us get tgt.
when you're still PURE N INNOCENT
now? you're brown N fuck-ed up.
i wish. really.wish.
____________________

what a thing to start with.

DONE WITH EXAMS.
THANK GOD.
AMEN!

2008-08-26T18:40:00.001+08:00

one more paper&im done with sem2.1

and i think i can slp like forever.

i have been drinking chicken essence like water

&i think it no longer has any effect on me anymore):

i can doze off after i drank it!

DIE

PUO TMR IS DIE.

2008-08-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

Beijing Olympics 2008 has been officially over..
4 years ago, i was 14 years old. No idea how to appreciate olympics
Now, I'm in love with olympics
& even felt sad that olympics is over now.
4 years later, I would be 22 years old.
Four years, is a long wait.
I wonder why I'm feeling sentimental now.

Feng Tian Wei is coming back tmr! She looked so cute just now! ahaha.
Like a happy pri sch kid! (:

Loves

2008-08-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

2 more papers to go.Fpath and Puo.I'm going to raffles city tmr.for the teamsingapore! hurray! who wanna go with me sms me k (:

loves

2008-08-23T01:13:00.002+08:00

i don't get it.

i don't smoke. i don't hang out with 5354 friends. i don't produce cow-dung results. i don't drink. i don't go out EVERYDAY and LATE.

come on. i seriously think that YOU fucktard like to find fault with me. like, none in my family members get this kind of treatment, EXCEPT me. hello excuse me. im yr eldest grand-daughter.

and i really think you like to show me yr darn moodswing which literally pisses me up the walls.

like WHAT DID I DO , UH?

TMR I HAVE GOT NO EXAMS. can you this old fucktard spare some thoughts for me? AT LEAST.

EVERY EXAM PERIODS YOU TEND TO GIVE ME THIS SHIT OF YOURS.

I MEAN, WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS COW DUNG FROM YOU.

REALLY LEH. I FELT SO ACCUSED.

AND I FELT SO. WHATEVER.

YOU WATCH IT. I'M GOING TO DEFY WHATEVER SHIT YOU SAY.

STARTING FROM TMR ONWARDS. I WILL LEAVE MY HOUSE AS EARLY AS I COULD

AND GO HOME AS LATE AS POSSIBLE.

TRY ME UH.

FUCK SHIT

2008-08-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

INSTEAD of saying the long awaited 48years SECOND silver medal
why not the long awaited FIRST silver medal AFTER 43 years of independence for Singapore?
oh come on fellow singaporeans, you can do it :)

2008-08-16T17:24:00.004+08:00

when they thought Park will be playing with Singapore's weakest link, they slapped their own kimchi faces.
She proved to be the strongest.
when they thought they had beaten Singapore 4 years ago for bronze&it would be an easy feat.
Singapore showed them, She meant business yo.

I smiled and even giggled to myself when i read the newspaper this morning
when it was reported that many put dwn what they are supposed to do just to watch the match.
Because, I was very honoured, to be one of them :S
was supposed to have FOM exam at 630pm.
matched started at 230pm.
i watched....until 6pm and took a cab down from my house
In between, i kept reminding myself to study and memorise the notes. cus I haven really memorised them the day before.
I COULDNT
cus i was so addicted to the ping pong game ESP WHEN FENG SCORED.
omg. i literally threw my notes on the sofa and crept to the edge and close to the big tv which nearly caused me to go blind.
during the game, was MSG-ing jasmine.
and when LIJIAWEI lost the game. i lost hope. and went to my room and forced myself to study.
WHEN I DIDNT WATCH. they won. stupid ping pong.
and so. I WAS CONSTANTLY updated by JAS' smses. and i was practically waiting for her sms EVERY MIN. which also, made me lost my momentum in studying.
then.....WANG LOST. and i thought to myself... I NEVER watch also lost. maybe i should watch FENG'S performance. cus i was amazed by her in the first single match.
when it came to 2-1
I LITERALLY WENT MAD.
it was 6pm then. and i anxiously told my grandpa " GONG GONG. YAO YIN LIAO"
and he asked me to shut up-.-and asked me go sch.
AND TADA. NEWS came when i was on the expressway.
Grace called me and shouted on the phone. Jas smsed me with CAPS.
and my ah gong called me.
and the taxi drived rejoiced with me.
Omg, this is really-omgly a truely SINGAPORE'S business.
i bet, the sunday showdown with china would be a spectaculating one.
and then again, will i ignored my exam that is the next day 10am ....
hmm.
i shall think about it.
if spore won a gold, WOULDN'T it be WORTHWHILE?
aiya, just tell lecturer the truth that I have been watching olympics.
great yo.

and i believed, world no. 1 n 2 are having a hard time now. cus they know.. singapore mean more business than them.

GO SINGAPORE YO! :)

2008-08-12T22:57:00.005+08:00

the unspoken language is the most beautiful language of all, faggot.

sometimes, it's that SOMETHING that trigger the tough side of KIKI.

just SOMETHING.

come on to that person, if you have the guts to stand out

and say

"HELLO. I DID THAT DISCUSSION PART WITH HEART AND SOUL"

then you know, it's fine.

but when you don ,

and you INSISTED what i said was BULLSHIT/UNREAL/ALIEN LANGUAGE.

then come on faggot,

WHY BOTHER TO COME ONLINE ALMOST IMMEDIATELY

& ASK MY LEADER WHAT TO DO , LEH?

oh TELL ME ABOUT IT, faggot.

KIKI AU MAKES THE BEST FRIEND AND WORST ENEMY.

so , don't try me boy.

you haven seen the true colours of the real shrewd.

but no black pls yo. i dont like.

faggot of the day

dear readers who is of other races. i can delcare that this has nothing got to do with discriminating of skin colours. It's for the insiderSSSS to know.

actual fact, that person MIGHT be suffering from melanoctye deficiency. Yup.

2008-08-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

been rather a long time since i "decently" blogged about something.
oh well, life has been a BITCH.
busy about assignments and stuffs.
yet sometimes i would just sit in front of my lappy and watch online shows.
& chiong assignments thru the night
which would result in waking up late.
tada, that leads to naggings & scoldings from my grandpa early in the morning.
*yawns
I'm always cooped in my room doing things.
unless it's my police's show tym when i will go out to the living room & watch
11pm slot seemed to be mine, unknowingly.

I'm dying for the hols to come.
yes.

2008-08-06T00:10:00.006+08:00

SUPER POSER

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

taken by my cousin. NICE SHOT RIGHT. woot
group photo! taken by yumao* the waitress.

Birthday girlllllll.

Jen n Jas seafood thingy that almost cost their lives eating. HAHAHAH

whoa. kudos to Fish & co. Trust them to think of this. got sparkle somemore lor

irritating cousin that likes to pose.....-_-

SEEEEEEEEEEEEE. omg.

HHHAHHAA

OKAYS! SHALL END THIS POST WITH...... THIS! :p

2008-08-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

you make me high for no reason
you make me sad for no reason
you gave me all the motivation i needed
you cleared my doubts about you
you make me fall for you
deeper and deeper each day

don make me change my mind.

2008-07-29T22:43:00.004+08:00

okays. what a day.

i forgot to bring my wallet.

and i took a cab.

from my hse to tp.

like omg.

right.

so. luckily i have this friend call jasmine

who came to my rescue.

but then, i felt like i have wasted the money.

cus i dun dare to go into the LT.

so. yah. -_____-

and also to grace's 90 cents and agnes' 60cents for taking bus

which later, i realised that i have 20$ in my awful ezlink card while trying to be funny at the water dunno what machine

then.. i was sitted beside some poisonous gas.

maggots nearly crawl out frm my body.

then. i met zhen. she gave me, or rather, lend me 3$.

just in case anything happens, i still have that 3$ to defend for myself.

then, she bought so many tibits from bookshop to feed me.

totally omg. i felt like... i dunno what words can describe the feelings. but luckily, she's my super long friend, so .... HAHAHAHA.

then went amore for gyming session.

nearly died there. cus... i also dun know why.

my stamina dropped like crazy. sians.

then. i duno what more to say.

bye alr lor :)

UPDATES

alright. MAGGORTS nearly out of me

OKAYS. I ADMIT DEFEAT.

2008-07-29T00:46:00.001+08:00

ONLINE SHOPPING CRAZE.
THEY EAT INTO MY POOOOOOOOOOOOOR BANK ACCT :(

2008-07-27T15:32:00.002+08:00

Finally done with mopping the whole house. hello, it's WHOLE house.
i spent 2.5hours can?
i wanna die now):

okays. confession.
i overslept and missed my church service :/

okays. out for a run now! cya! :)

2008-07-24T19:21:00.002+08:00

YOU believed in karma?

great. I reckon you're having your karma now.

No wonder , yo?

2008-07-23T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hello melanoctye defiency anal.

Shut up and die.and lead your mundane forever.

don't try to make your life happening by insulting others.

YOU WILL NEVER ENJOY LIFE.

Friends of yours depise you.

Faggot, get a life.

2008-07-23T01:16:00.000+08:00

真正完美, 就是学会包容不完美

2008-07-20T23:36:00.005+08:00

Pleasant day started with. Jane attended service today, after so many MIA-sessions! :)

was happy for her to respond to the Lord about the Missionary thing! :) Sadly, I'm not prepared for missionary trips even though i would very much want to contribute.

today was a great day spent with jane! From potong pasir to chinatwn to bra brasah to bugis. I felt a sense of familarity....after so long..

Though we see each other once a week, sometimes even once a month DUE TO HER MIA-ing...we were still pretty close! I'm super glad about that ! :)

Sharing and catching up sessions. And I think, both of us changed a lot in Christ. Changed really a lot after knowing Christ. I'm glad.

& i really pray that, we will be the living testimonies to our family&friends for Christ

2008-07-19T20:38:00.002+08:00

I'M PHYSICALLY WORN-OUT. Omg.Today was a tormenting day can.
When i walk, i felt like im walking on clouds. total..omg.
my arms are super sore.
After those torturous trainings, I had my first tuition class with K2 child..
and then, slpt my late afternoon away.
hahahahhaha..
____________

I thank God for answering my prayer. & I'm really glad that God is speaking to me, once again.
He has shown me the path of light to continue my journey. He has given me strength and wisdom.
It was a right choice to uplift everything onto Your Hands. You've shown me, You're a living God a loving God that will never forsake me.
&You've shown me, You planned the best for me. Thank you Lord, my Saviour.

2008-07-17T12:16:00.003+08:00

Cool man. Im alone in the school com lab doing my sucky CDS.

crap shit.

Jas & Jen are currently having their OC2 tutorial...Mine later ):

&Jes is somewhere in the canteen eating. HAHAHA.

It's SUPER boring here): and i have this sucky CDS meeting later at FIVE. FIVE BABY.
I feel like dying and rotting in sch): totaly sian-ness.

________

UPDATE!

i'm at the library using the stupid blurr com that hurts my eyeballs.. grr

time check now is 3.15pm.

Finished my OC2 tutorial and finished my sucky CDS report.like finally yo!

hahhaa...

Sucky CDS meeting is at 5pm. Im super sad. Emo in process):

JEN AND JAS IS somewhere 1m around me using the com, too! HEHEHEHEH.

_____________

UPDATE again.

My Goodness. One post, i got to write in 3 parts-__-
time check now is 12.50am.
Back from dinner with jen, jas and jes.
hahahha.

___________

I haven't been hearing from the Lord these days.
Apart from not doing my Quiet Time regularly......I haven't been really going into His words.
Sometimes, i just felt that i need to have friends who are super christians kind to bring me closer to God. To pray with me. I ponder, if that is the right mindset...
I felt lost ... while seeking for Him.

God, i need you to speak to me.... Please.

2008-07-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

Total sway-ness. I lost my ez-link card on my way to changi airport to fetch him.

Total moodless. Sians. Sorry jen and jas who were so high anticipating to go airport ):

then, some cds shit ass called me and asked me to bring laptop. and ORDERED me to go back HOME to bring my laptop. total whatever-ness

but in the end, i f-care them and used my afternoon for my PLM touch-up.

clear enough, i hate my cds to the ultimate core. shit ass. BLAH!

I have a story to tell. yup, STORY.According to dictionary.com, a story could be neither true or fictitious.confirm, it HAS TO BE the latter - FICTITIOUS if you don't REALLY know the meaning of this word, please click on the word to find out before scrolling down.& if after i blogged this STORY out, i don't wanna see some super screwed up comments appearing on my tagboard. If you do, it only goes to show that YOU are unable to read&understand simple english.Fair enough? Lets begin.

anyway.

KPO paparazzi is here, yo!

Based on the informations i have gathered after days of following the main casts. woo.

i had a fun time!

anyway, below here are what i have found,yo! :)

While blossom and buttercup were swimming, they were talking about......bubbles.

Buttercup: Oei, bubbles seem to be sticking with momo-jojo alr!

Blossom: Yah.....We can see.... HAHAHAHA. Isn't that great?

Buttercup: Yeh, at least she knows that we dun really enjoy her presence.

Blossom: BUTTER, don't say it out even though that is super true.. there might be spies around!

Buttercup: You all are super irrritating!!!

Blossom: but you still love us.

Buttercup: ok, whatever. You all are super distracting.

*buttercup continue to swim and left blossom blowing bubbles under the water *

bubbles was having a fun time with momo jojo.

and momo jojo suddenly looked into bubbles' eyes

with the romantic ambience&momo jojo's super sweeeet expression**

bubbles' heart was pumping super fast and that caused her to blush.

"Y...e...s honeyloves?"

"I love you baby." Looking straight into her eyes...leaning closer to her...close to the extent that bubbles could feel his breath hitting her face.....

Slowly.... momo jojo's mouth move closer and closer...with his lips touching hers.

Bubbles' heart pumped like some mad dogs chasing after cats, her legs turned wobbly, her hands were weak to push momo jojo away.

and momo jojo, GRAB HER HANDS AND PUT IT ONTO HIS HEART.

and say " Listen to my heart, feel my heart. they're pumping for you. im alive, because of you."

total meltness. Bubbles gave in. and

momojojo got bubbles' first kiss.

aftermath, momojojo drove bubbles home with his spaceship.

and then, gave her another kiss.

this time, momojojo got naughtier.

he grabbed her breast, and squeezed.

bubbles gave out long moan...............

*KPO paparazzi got so disgusted with that moaning sound and turned on her ipod touch to listen *

on the way home.

momo jojo was thinking,I WANT MORE. GIVE ME MORE. GIVE MORE!!

and gave out an evil smile.

just then, buttercup and blossom were actually following them!!!!!!!!!!!

and they sensed that, momo jojo is of no good .....

&they are determined....to find out more about momo jojo.

a photo that i managed to take while bubbles was outside her house. she still pose lor. eee

PS:**that is super subjective. KPO paparazzi here felt that. momo jojo is super not sweet looking.. & felt that bubbles is super blind.SUBJECTIVE. own opinion. opps.

2008-07-11T01:06:00.003+08:00

What is the problem with Blogger. Stupid, took me sucha long time to log in. :S
It feels so good to complete the darn Organic chem Project and PLM interview 1.
This week has been a tormenting one.
Quizes, Tests and projects are driving me up the walls.
Cool enough, i went for apel class very early.
i think im super cool, seriously.
Fpath Quiz was do-able, as for Organic Chem-I walked out of the lecture room WITH~~out~~ HOPE. Like finally, i have hope shinning on me once again.
Anyway, dinner with clique w/o pig. But laughters remain :P

I have a story to tell. yup, STORY.
According to dictionary.com, a story could be neither true or fictitious.
confirm, it HAS TO BE the latter - FICTITIOUS
if you don't REALLY know the meaning of this word, please click on the word to find out before scrolling down.
& if after i blogged this STORY out, i don't wanna see some super screwed up comments appearing on my tagboard. If you do, it only goes to show that YOU are unable to read&understand simple english.
Fair enough? Lets begin.

Characters:
First Lead : Bubbles
Second Lead : Momo-jojo
Third Lead : Blossom
Fourth Lead : Buttercup

Based on the knowledge you have powerpuff girls, sure enough, you know that momo-jojo is a bad person, right? hehe. and so, no need me to elaborate more on this bad person , right? :D

About bubbles, blossom and buttercup, you all know that they are MEANT to SAVE THE WORLD, right? good. At least you have the basic knowlegde.

In this episode, bubbles is going to elope with momo-jojo and leave blossom and buttercup alone! And what HAPPENED?

Let the story begins.

So when blossom and buttercup were telling what a bad person momo-jojo is! He's super super bad that kind, bubbles just turn her big head aside and gave blossom and buttercup the " can the 2 of you shut up? I love momo-jojo for goodness sake! "look

Buttercup was super angry with bubbles. She said " eh, what is the matter with you! I have been friends with momo-jojo long long long time ago. and i know that this MOMO is the super biggest bad person on earth! Why cant you F-ing believe me? Im yr FRIEND ok. or rather, SUPER GOOD FRIENDS!!"

blossom came into the conversation " stop it buttercup. stop scolding her, will you? look at this idiot. she's acting frail again !! It wont reflect good on you! people outside will just gossip and say that you're F-ing bullying her!!!"

Buttercup replied " darn her. so much for being a kind soul!!! Forget it. Let's ignore this shit here and go for dinner? at.... Orchard road?"

Blossom " OKAYS! LETS GO!"

they left bubbles behind ......

When bubbles is alone... she was thinking ...
Why cant Buttercup and Blossom understands what Im thinking. I really love Momo-jojo!! I REALLY DO!! why cant they give me their blessings instead of telling what the bad points momo-jojo has?!?!!? I really love the way momo-jojo look at me, I love the how momo-jojo cares about me, I love momo-jojo for being there for me when blossom and buttercup chose to left me alone with no one to confide in, I love the way momo-jojo wrote love letters to me...telling how much momo-jojo misses me and loves me, I love momo-jojo, cant i????

Blossom and buttercup were in serious conversation when bubbles was thinking about those so-called bullshits.

Blossom : Butter , stop it. You must stop being so boorish!

Buttercup : oh come one blossom, im not a BOAR.......

Blossom : Are you deaf or something? BOORISH! CRUDE!

Buttercup : Opps. Okays. Whatever, im just being frank about my own feelings. That's really how i felt what?!?! Im not like you blossom, i dont hide.

Blossom : Hide? Since when? Im just being nice to her!! Please.

Buttercup : whatever you say dear. bt i've seen bubbles' true colours.

Blossom : Oh well, so did I.....

Buttercup : o.O!! You did?!?!?!?!

Blossom: yeah. Pretty long ago. She's changed....a lot....to a worst bubbles i have ever seen. Butter, i felt so disappointed at first.

Buttercup : uh...so u know. Aint you the hypocrite one here. Always being so nice for her.

Blossom : Eh hello excuse me, she got no more friends. She only has US - you know? Are u pig or sthg. THINK.

Buttercup : Only us, yeah right. Blossom, dun u rmb how she PS us for her spaceship course's mates?& nw she has stopped learning and obviously nt sticking to her course mates anymore....tht's why stick back to us what.

Blossom: butter! shut up! but....that's kinda true. OPPPS

Buttercup: SEEE! cut the crap. Be truthful about yr feelings!!!!!! Be like me! :D

Blossom : but.....i think mainly becus of that incident...we became like this. butter,dun you think we began to detest of her presence??

Buttercup: oh so you realised? good jobman!!

*&$)(@#*$#@*$)@#*()@#*

"tooot..........toooooooooot......."

Transmission was disrupted due to some aliens invading YinMarMarh's world~~
OH NOoooooooooo

Don't worry, KPOpaparazzi will come back with interesting photos!
& will hlp you all to find out about WHAT INCIDENT , okay?

tooooooodles

2008-07-08T22:29:00.001+08:00

Eh mister, could you just stop yr stupid work and fly back?

I have many stories to tell you laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-07-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

I DARN HATE MY CDS.
I DREAD TUESDAY.
CUS I HAVE THIS SUPER EXTREMELY IDIOTICALLY CDS WHICH I HATE MOST.
FUNDAMENTALS OF MANAGEMENT. SCREW IT.
BASKET.
BASTARD.
WTH!!!!!!!!~
ENDLESS PROJECTS&ASSHOLES GROUPMATES&WTH OMG LECTURER&I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EVERY SINGLE THING OF THIS DARN CDS. I HATE.

BURN THE WHOLE BSS . I HATE

2008-07-06T01:25:00.001+08:00

Woo. Blogging this in the middle of the night.
Just finished my night jog, awesome.
anyway, i have handed the new ipod nano to my brother
he's jumping in joy.
Thank God for the right choice:)
and i guess, it's the time when God is teaching me how to give and share.
:)

2008-07-05T13:51:00.002+08:00

Finally, weekend is here. A time for me to relax choya.
But i guess, i can never rest for all i want. and this feeing make me feel like an arse, somehow.
Whatever you call it.
Was supposed to for the soccer thingy this morning. Just so sway that my grandma called me back home;cus she doesnt allow me to go for soccer.
Oh, what an issue to start the day with. I'm sad.
then after a grumpy session... My grandpa came home from hospital
Haven seen him at home for 1 week. It's weird seeing him at home , again-_-

Driving a manual car is seriously not fun at all. my legs are super sour
and my concentration level must be 120%
not less. I scared accidents :X
aiya, whatever.

Just when i thought people grow with age
some doesnt.
i dont know why and how come they are like that.
In whatever sense, i pray that God will bring these people to justice.
:)

2008-07-03T00:57:00.006+08:00

I don't know how you will feel after you've watched the video below.
Some might have seen it on tv... some might have never seen it..
Just wanna share with you people this video.
A video on family.
A video on Father's love.
What this video has conveyed to me wasnt just only the love the dad has given the daughter.
it set me into deep thoughts.. about what they had done behind us
the unconditional love.
the part whereby the daughter threw the heels after the a night out in front of her dad
i felt a sense of... familarity.
I reflected back to what i have done years ago.when i was just 14-15....
i realised.... how much i have hurt my family with my behaviour.
i realised.... how they might have felt, the moment i showed my displeasure and unhappiness in front of them...like how the girl did to her dad.

Now...watching this video....is just like watching myself doing that.
somewhat, it seem like a reflection to me. Unbelievable, tears started to roll down . Guilt filled my entire heart. How guilty am I towards my grandma. How guilty.

& i thank God for His grace and mercy.
Thank God for His unconditional love for me.
if i haven get to know Him, I wouldnt have in a sense, tame my temper down.
i Thank God for that.

and i hope. this video..will strike you..somehow.....somewhere......deep in your heart.

2008-07-02T11:03:00.001+08:00

I miss you shit loads ):

2008-06-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

firstly. im really pissed off that this stupid blogger. urghs.
wait for so long to upload the photos, it says...ERROR.
@#$&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*(

urghs.

anyway. back from some......ceremony
oh wells.

There're loads of hiccups nowadays..for me especially...
):
grandpa got admitted to hospital
and that alone got everyone in a...tensed up mode
and I...have to do loads and loads of housework that i reckon...
piled up since i was borned.
i spent 3 hours on laundry ytd.
total maddness.
and now i realised i have been taking those services for granted. oh man

Life has been awesome. Really.
Of course. It's not problem-less. at least. everything are still in place.
with my clique around, im proud to say.
im enjoying poly life so far.
without hesitations, without denying
i guess, sem 2.1 was the start of true poly life.
to me lah.
that's when i really found my true friends.
that's when the true colours of each individuals are unveiled.
I'm always proud.... to have known Melissa, ferlicia, nan xin,guoxiang, chiakeng, kok kian thru ASC.
though times spent together are not long. The bonds among us remains strong, even if we see each other like....once or none in a week? Im blessed.
Eversince i quit ASC, i found the quality time that i had lost with my class clique.
the clique that never fails to make my day.and realised that, things had been very different compared to sem 1.1 and 1.2 and I'm really glad that they havent given up hope on me.
thanks girls.
Renee, Jessy, Jasmine, Jenifer

When you choose who you want to be your friends, your friends would also choose whether or not they want you to be their friends -by dunno who.

Think about this phrase. I got this " inspiration" just today.
that is why, im here blogging this piece of long thingy.without this strong urge to blog this inspiration down, i will not be blogging here. haha

It pissed me off badly. By your darn asshole character. Trying to act holy with me, save it please.
Trying so hard to be innocent, dont let me see it ever again.
what you're now, is nt what you were.
Come on, are you that sotong?
I'm sick and tired of every single bullshit you try to "rant" about.
or maybe, there isnt any chance for you to do so.
and that's why, you appear to be so @)()@(()#*@()#*.

Okay, i admit that im a bit subjective here.
I couldnt forget the times when you somehow 'backstabbed' me.
&when the truth revealed, you've got no choice but to build another lie on your first lie.
Just to make you appear INNOCENT.
i repeat, your stupid innocent-ness is not innocent. it's called ignorant.
whether or not you're borned with this ignorant-ness, or you fake it
it aint going to bother me anymore
this darn 2 months have been torturing.
I'm trying so hard to be convinced by what you say
yet when things get knitted tgt.... it's apparent that you lied.
oh. not lied, maybe that's how you constructure yr sentence. lacking facts and feeding lies into it.
oh oh. so not your fault baby.
it's the fault of mine

every single day.. i appeared to be a hypocrite.
every single day.. i need to worry about how you feel.
come on. you're not young anymore.
AND you behaved as if you're just a toddler.
seeking attention from the adults.
you want milk? i'll bring a cow for you, yea?

whatever

2008-06-22T20:10:00.001+08:00

damn my darn brother.

seriously, sometimes i really do hope that God will knock some darn sense onto him

shit him many. GRR

2008-06-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

sometimes. I would realllllly want God to show me..

clearly. specifically.

WHICH DOORS ARE OPENED. AND WHICH IS NOT.

i'm darn depressed now. super depressed

2008-06-21T17:53:00.002+08:00

Folks! Whao. Mosquitoes start to breed at this stagnant blog!

Anyway! How was your week dears?

Fun? Hectic? Or what?

Mine was definitely a fun, hectic and tired week.

Been busy with GB camp and GymKidz camp.

One after another. Nothing can be more energy draining than that.

I've came back with tonnes of photos waiting for me to be uploaded to the laptop.

And yes, it has been proven that im a paedophile.

oei, but then again. im not sexually attracted to them!!! *roll eyes*

Japanese is my new love now. kua kua kua!

Right, and one week passed just like that... Fast, isnt it?

yet, this is week that i could confidently say " yes, i've really made full use of the time given to me!!"

Just wanna Thank God for the week. Thank Him for providing me with the ultimate passion for the kids and strength throughout the tiring week.

Still, i'm uncertain of what God is trying to convey to me. or rather, God hasn't been speaking to me. &i'm here waiting for His answers to my questions impatiently. Sigh.

There're many things for me to settle. But i can't settle them without God's answer!! Sigh again. I'm still seeking for His direction.... and what should i do? Wait for His answer patiently as He will provide me with the answers at the right time? Perhaps.

Random thought:

Sometimes is not talking about how to respect other people's religion. But about doing the things that show me how you respect our religion. many a times, you tend go overbroad thinking that we wouldn't be offended with what you say becus we are close friends. think again friend, it's precisely you're our close friend, that's why we will feel offended and have this thinking that, hey-you're our friend, why did you say that?

sigh.... How come there's problems with the friends around us?

but generally....this is not as asshole as the one happened earlier.

that's a major hipcup in my life, man. lol

and i refuse to say what is it regarding.....

And yes, i must forgive her like how God forgive us of our sins.

right. I MUST FORGIVE HER.. right. how long have i been saying this? Hmm.

anyway,

my work has ended. and kudos to sch reopening! more crapping with clique.

and more money, perhaps? hehehe.

2008-06-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

JENIFER !!! you have to arghhhh then you loooooooove yr cam? HAHAHAHAS.
anyway. oh yah, jenifer reminded me how i ALMOST got killed on 12june. 5+ at some roads near Kovan.
yes. killed.
cus i was sitting in front.....
then.... THIS YELLOW BANANA CAR....signalled to the right.
i think our cab driver...was concentrating on what we were talking......
and......
BORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR BORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
the yellow banana was about to buai our cab.
lucky he siam.
or rather, lucky me :x
if not. i might be with the Lord alr.
yah. and jasmine was saying " how i hope they really bang each other"
i also say "ya ya!"
then jenifer knocked some sense...
by saying " KIKI WOULD BE THE FIRST ONE TO DIE YOU KNW!!"

then..opps..
HAHAHA.
anyway.
i think what my clique say abt me is darn right
i think i need a hearing aid.
omg.
today....im like ..... deaf? i couldnt listen to what pppl say properly.
OMG. IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY EARS? OMG

oh yah.
i feel apologetic to desmond. paiseh dude.
and thanks for carrying so many heavy camp stuffs for me .
and the t shirts!
thanks thanks (:

OH YA. KIKI WOULD BE AWAY FROM JUNE 14 TO JUNE 16.

MISS ME PEOPLE.

MUACKS

2008-06-13T00:46:00.003+08:00

went to singapore IT fair today.
damn crowded!!!
Hahhaa(:
Jenifer bought something
me too :P
Heart super pain:P
Jenifer cooked this! :D YUM YUM
tsktsk
STILL EATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RENEE'S "ARTISTIC" MASTER-PIECE
MINE!:p
MY NICE SONY MP3

JENIFER'S 13.1 CAMERA!!!!PLUS HER FREE GIFTS!!!

AND ME ON I GALLOP-AGAIN! HEHEHHEHE

2008-06-10T21:49:00.007+08:00

Went to jenifer's house in the noon. hahaha. had fun..

and i think, most of them had great fun teaching my cousin Math n English. HAHA

Mahjonged.

&they mahjonged with my cousin :X

ahahahha.

pizza-ed.

everything-ed

and. yes

kiki is addicted to igallop.

she igalloped for a super long time.

until her butts are damn pain.

dinner-ed near chomp chomp.

cus too packed. hahahha.

picture speaks a thousand words.

i think this entry contains gazillion of words.

haha.

Hope you enjoy reading :P

shall end this with a grp photo taken by cousin! ;D

2008-06-10T11:57:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

sinus sinus sinus.

shut up. what a stupid and big nose i have

eeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-06-09T21:19:00.003+08:00

FORGIVE, DAMN IT KK. FORGIVEEEEEEEEEE?

i know how to spell forgive

i know what forgive means

i know how to form sentences with it

but here am i, have no idea how to use it in reality

damnnnned.

Come on KK, you got to do it. Though it's VERY difficult.

like ... extremely. whatever lah.

I GOT TO LEARN.

FORGIVE

FORGIVE.

FRIENDS, TEACH ME HOW TO FORGIVE.

REMINDS ME TO FORGIVE HER

FORGIVE FORGIVE FORGIVE

2008-06-08T19:41:00.003+08:00

shit. i dun feel like this blog belongs to me anymore.

i feel like changing my url.

2008-06-07T23:49:00.004+08:00

hey! found something nice to share

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2008-06-07T23:49:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

jasmine just crashed my TAY PING HUI's dream ):

2008-06-04T00:36:00.002+08:00

in the midst of pulling my hair
jessy sent this to me

DAMN CUTE

hahaha
and totally. i forgot what i memorised earlier
all kena laughed away liao
-____-

2008-06-03T12:23:00.003+08:00

Fpath starting at 3pm later.

Slept at 4am ytd. Couldn't slp after i jogged at 1am-____-

Jasmine OMG-ed at me ytd. haha...

Am i prepared for fpath later? Haha.

God knows whether i'm prepared or not(:

Sometimes, it's worth a friend telling you

"Hey! You gotta study real hard , you knw! Term test is next week!!!!"

&it would be priceless, if a number of them did that.

Do i appear to be nonchalent about my studies???

Do i appear to be bo-chap about exams when it's coming???

Maybe i do APPEAR to be....

but seriously, i'm not.

I play-when i finished my studying.

hahaha.

good time management? Not so.

Instead, im seriously bad at managing my time.

This time right, it'sthg call determination and God's strength that pulled me thru those disgusting revisions.

Organic chem revision, take for example.

i actually...studied OC1 notes to make sure i fully know my basics before i proceed on to Sn1 &Sn2 things.

hahaha

but then again, i hven get started on OC2. so. yah. it's a bit redundant to study OC1-______-

Just hope that God will cont to provide me with His strength

and friday will be over sooooooooooooon.

today is TUE.

YES. 3 more days baby!

2008-06-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

Somethings are best to be left unsaid.

2008-05-31T12:14:00.002+08:00

i freaking dislike last minute cancellation.
and it's not something that popped out SUDDENLY .
seriously. this is not the only time
&telling me ytd would kill you?
&im so impressed by your readily answer when i asked you.
then you need me to sms you FIRST. then you tell me you're sorry.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF CAN.
i don't know what to say about you.

2008-05-30T19:17:00.002+08:00

In the midst of battling with FOM notes, i'm here to relieve stress

(yeah right :x)

i'm about to finish my FOM(Fundamentals of Management...Some stupid elective that i chose without thinking :x) within like say...3 hrs?

Eh, not to say that i'm super confident that i could pass like mad

i could jolly well fail like mad, too.. So, don't cast yr hate on me too soon (:

I realised that i lost all my FOM notes that i got to sms plenty of people (my plenty is ard 9 ppl) hw to download the notes online

out of the nine, only 1 knws how to do it.

&he happily replied my msg at 4pm when i sent the msg out at 8am.

-_________-

whoa, guys are pretty good at time-laggy,uh?

Lol. But thank God, he still replied and not to the extent of ignoring my desperate sms.

hahahahahaha.

and also...Thank God for jasmine low

THANKS JASMINE

she's really the ulitmate one.

while i was having my lunch. she called me .

"Hello kiki ah! You know ah. FOM not topic 1 AND 5. is 1 TO 5."

i nearly choked my luncheon meat and rise to the heaven.

Sweet right this girl? Hahaha.

She actually called me and inform me about this when she's not taking this sub.

she could jolly be an asshole by not informing me and let me fail like mad.

BUT SHE DIDNT.

no wonder she's my friend. like me...so sweet

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

(sorry to say, i've learnt this shameless skill from eddy. HAHAHAHAHHAA)

anw, the printer beside is really mad. I got so pissed off its speed that i shouted at it " OEI! PRINT FASTER LEH. I NEED TO STUDY ONE LEH"

then suddenly. the printer made so much noise and started to print damn fast.

i was damn shocked and was thinking " OMG. GOT GHOST LEH!"

and i shouted " OEI. DON'T TRY TO BE FUNNY" and slapped the printer hard. then OMG again

it went back to its normal speed.

&I'm looking at the printer now. Goodness.

2008-05-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

seriously, i wan my hair back...):

2008-05-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

Rainbow always appear after a storm

2008-05-27T19:34:00.002+08:00

Using my brother's computer to blog right now. Wha lao. the screen damn big. Everything is being stretched to the max o.o
Neways, i'm finally home for dinner after dunnoe how many days of "eating outside"
so grandma was pretty happy. woo :x
Oh yah!

I got a warning letter for missing APEL 2 , you know! Wha lao T.T
it's not that i DON'T WANT to go....
it's a matter of "able to wake up or not" :P

oh. talking about earlierness. i think i created miracle today :P
8am wor! :P

I'm damn happy today. cus tmr i only need to go to school at 12pm! for
organic chem 2 lab o.o and jessy: all the best for ya CSAS3 presentation (:

Finished my disgusting FPATH wiki.
thanks to sujun, yanie and glenn (:

Oh. Quite a number of people asked me why my entry was rather crude ytd...
the answer is.....
I just feel like blogging it out and smoothes my fustration over that matter.
it's better than confronting that person directly right?
&i feel so sick of whatever she is doing.
Lying..... Hypocriting...Being a total abnormal bitch
I mean. yah. i dun call it normal cus.....i also dun know.
Looking back. ytd was the first post that i used fillet`o`fish on my post.
Oh well, i was beyond my limitation lvl ytd ... s0....you know :P

2008-05-26T21:54:00.004+08:00

wha. im damn sick of school. sick of seeing fucked up attitude. like totally.
Luckily, school is still laughable and fun with jasmine, jessy, jenifer and renee. OMG. they really perked my day up.
Renee&I wore the same shirt that we bought tgt. So funny pls. hahaha.
Anyway. PUO test. was a sucker. i buanged all qns. FAIL lo. HAHAHA.
Fpath was pretty alright. but renee laughed at me badly
cus i put "BACTERIA" as specimen. whereby it's supposed to be feaces. -_____-
i was still so yaya papaya telling jasmine that " IT'S BACTERIA RIGHT?!?!"
omg. laugh die me pls..

Dinner with yanshan at chinatwn. WOO. shiokness.
Always love this tai tai (:
OH*
today she loook like she's doing yoga YOU KNW! WOO;)

There got be some limit for something. Like yes, seriously.there is a need.
come on ah. Don't always try to act smart&pretend you know everything when actually you DON'T.
it's fucking irritating to me. People are talking about something, and you wannna join in...ok fine.... but say something constructive.
by saying " yah lo yah lo"
or repeating what others said is DAMN IRRITATING.
and im damn irritated by it.
That's still alright. I could still take it.
But when it comes to being a bitch....seriously, i feel like giving you one tight slap.
stop being sucha hypocrite, will you?
stop being sucha nice person in front of me...and start to stab me at the back.
this irks me as much as stepped on one lump of dung.
pls, really.

2008-05-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

I love you
You love me
We are happy family
With a head shot
BANG BANG
Tests on the floor.
*yay*
No more er-xin exams anymore.

2008-05-25T00:59:00.001+08:00

MELISSA ONG LI RONG(PONG)

you're damn funny can!

I'm kiki AU. not AW.

HHAHHAHAHA

AW sounds so wrong....aww awww type

anyway mel, you're so loved by kiki

&it's damn shiok to talk to you.

TWO HOURS+++ CAN.

woo. we rock. totally, yeh?
(:

Lovessss Mel!

2008-05-23T11:45:00.001+08:00

wha. damn scary.

http://members.virtualtourist.com/m/7987e/

same name as me! luckily, he doesn't have a 'kiki' behind

if not, i can just float die..llol

Dr au kah kay leh

medical professional! LOL.

同名不同命

HAHAHAHA

2008-05-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

Wohoo! Organic chem&PLM is overrrrrr. like woo.
will fail for OC i think): I didnt know how to do qn2 n 3. i got confused with Sn1 and Sn2.
Woohoo! it's over anyway. by God's grace, everything has gone smoothly;except an issue.

Yeh, Thank God for Jasmine and Jenifer. Seriously.
If they didn't give me " 连环夺命" call, i wouldn't be able to make it for Fpath lecture at 8am and Apel at 8am, too. &i would be the first in the history of AS to fail apel 2-___-

Anyway, back to what my intention of blogging today(:
I was very much affected by humans' behaviours nowadayssssssssss
recently. whatever.
im upset with people around me.
their behaviours....whatever. talking about it makes me mad.
hitting the roof.
steaming.
crap.

Is lying a way to communicate?
Is lying a way to feel superior?
&
by being an arsehole over the net makes you feel like a QUEEN?
oh come on. grow up, child(:

2008-05-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

Do you still remember what happened on Boxing day 4 years back?

Yes, Tsunami that hit Indonesia after a 9.0 strong earthquake.

Thousands and thousands of lives has been taken away

by the fearful waves

& what were you and i doing?

We might be busy openning presents that we've recieved on Xmas day

or slping like a log due to late night parties the night before

did it ever occur to us, that we might be swept away by waves in our slp;while opening presents?

No? Yes?

Answer i think is quite obvious.

No.

& you think that the victims that had been sarcrificed thought that kind of tragic would happen to them?

2004-I was still Sec2

I rmbed, Mrs Looi asked us to write a compo about tsunami.

that was when Mrs Looi set me into deep thoughts.

What if, I was there?

What if, my love ones just happened to be there and be taken away by the angry waves?

well, i couldnt rmb what my answers were for that.

& FOUR YEARS LATER

China's earthquake&myanmar cyclone
natural disaster coming one after another.
what is that man.
one week was myanmar's cyclone.
the next day i saw the headlines
CHINA'S EARTHQUAKE.
crap. full of shit.
praying was all i could do.
reading newspapers&seeing the pictures of dead bodies around the town
it's heartwrenching.
my heart felt like.....
you know, twitch abit kind.
reading about how mothers saved her own baby by self sarcrificing.
doctor lost his own daughter while saving many other kids.
Male teacher saving 2 kids by embracing them tightly
what is all this that has been reported?
Love?
Maybe?
Aid workers are faced with great challenges.
the ground shakes now and then
which hinders the process of saving the people.
even though they have missed the golden opportunity of saving the people
what we could do is to pray for miracles to happen.
Not only one,but many many miracles to happen
meanwhile, be thankful that we're in spore
be thankful to God that the 2nd cyclone hit wasnt successful
Let God deal with all these ordeals that the people are going thru
Just pray.....

2008-05-14T20:51:00.004+08:00

Wha crap. I'm very busy......As busy as the beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

Fpath test was manageable. Except for the article where I anyhow whack.

haha. duno how to do mah. lol!

anyway. I was quite disgusted by myself these days.
I've become very unforgivable. Like wth. seriously.
I was literally pissed at Glenn on monday. Like for whatever's sake, i was REALLY MAD.
it's like every other days he disturbed me or teased me or whatever la.I'll just let it pass. But on monday, i don't know why....i got really mad. like...real mad.
first time ever in poly, i got so mad at someone. Like pls leh glenn
You know, sometimes you wanna be fun you wanna disturb...
fine, that's perfectly fine/normal to me. But there's to be some limits. 做人要有分寸
At least, there should be some minimum respect for me-as a friend.
I'm seriously not someone at pasam malam where you can just happy happy disturb kind and think that "wha lao. that's sucha tiny whiny issue"
like come on.

2008-05-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

shed some light pls.

what the hell is 13q14 microdeletion in retinoblastoma.

all chimalogy words that literally kill my eyes.

pathology...............................i wanna kill u ):

2008-05-13T14:34:00.003+08:00

I'm currently sick. Sick like some lazy cats lying on the couch. Doctor said that I must have been sleeping late these nights and lack of proper rest. Oh well... Got 2 days of MCs.....but i think im going school tmr. Organic Chem lab tmr. cannot afford to miss it.

Listening to the CD that eleora gave me for my bdae present. Nice nice. Hehs. Sadly, i couldnt listen to it while going to school): pink ipod is still staying at the hospital): but i reckon it's going to die there sooner or later :s it's not going to come back to me ): ): ):

Before i forget.

I sincerely THANK each and everyone of you who tried to be the first or the last to greet me. really. To those people especially made the effort to go to friendster and send me "happy birthday" comment, thanks thanks. To someone whom i thought will never wish me, wished me.&i thank God for that(((: that was a pleasant surprise for me. Thanks Brother for been so "cute" by calling me at may 11,12am to wish me happy bdae though he's just 2 kitchens away(: Especially thanks to Jing Yng, my dearest angel who is superbly cute on that day. I really appreciate it, angel ;)

Even though Wina was sick, sita SLEPT while waiting to be the last to wish me :p, yanshan trying to be funny in the msg,crystal last min knw my bdae; i really appreciate it a lot.

&special thanks to tiffany;jane (: you know why(:

and of course, you*** (:

Though spent loads of money in may, everything is worthwhile when you see their reactions;their expressions;their paiseh-ness =p

LOVES ('v')

My favourite family routine

2008-05-12T23:23:00.003+08:00

My favourite family routine
WAIT.

LET ME ASK YOU STHG!

DO YOU KNOW WHEN IS FAMILY DAY?

OFFICAL ONE!!

MAY 24TH LOR.

YOU ALL DUNNOE RIGHT. HOHOHO

okay. anyway.

I will post my bdae;mother's day;combined celebration in the next post oh yeh ;)

lemme post abt sthg more impt.

FAMILY DAY

so cool right? it's like..kind of a NATIONAL event kind.

OFFICIAL family day of the year-May 24.

so cool.

somemore, it's during May.

MAY-WARM PERIOD(my bdae too :X)

HEHEEHE.

lemme just get started before i get back to my piles of notes ):

When I read the email sent out by Nuffnang management, I got superbly excited when I got to know that I could win a set of tickets for my family to the Singapore’s famous attractions like the recent established Singapore Flyer!!!!
And more to my excitement, we got to write an essay –like blog about MY FAVOURITE FAMILY ROUTINE!! Like WOW! How great it would be for me share to others about my favourite family routine!!! HEHEHE
Many would know, I grew up in a single family. Staying with my Mom,brother & grandparents. I used to hate my Dad, for abandoning us. But well, life has got to move on! My mom had a tough time juggling between the roles of a Dad and a Mom, that’s all for my brother and I. Her objective is simple, is typical…she wants to give us a flawless family. But everything is imperfect, even the most perfect thing has its own flaw. Much less, my family.
Though there might be times when we argued , we rebelled, we fought , Grandparents and Mom never give up on my brother and I. Just recently, we has this habit of “gather together and share” moment right after dinner. This was initiated by me :D Because I have just converted to Christian I learnt that I got to honor and spend QUALITY time with our family members. Yes, little did I know that this moment became part of our daily routine after meals. It’s a “must have” activity , just like you would go for desserts after your meals. Theoretically , it’s like that la….hehehhee
You know, getting together to share about what happen for our day is a great bonding time for my family members. We got closer than before. We know our grandparents and mom better. We are able to communicate in an effective way than ever. I don’t envy families whereby they get to go overseas frequently and spend their moments there with great scenic views. Because I know, I have a better family than them. Why? Because we get to spend quality time together DAILY, not just once in awhile.
How about you? If getting home for dinner every night is a CHORE for you, then I really think..you got to reflect on your mentality. Let’s think it this way, losing friends or losing family – which one would you rather lose?

I would rather lose the former. At least, friends lost can be made. Family can never be replaced by anyone. Do they relate to you by blood? Hmmm

2008-05-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

God has been gracious to me this week..
It was kinda relax and slack.
Except for chasing for the deadling of Fpath and CSAS3
Other than these disgusting modules
others were quite "smooth sailing" in a sense or another.
Organic Chemistry 2 has been "kind" to me
So far so good.
Revised my OC1...and Thank God
I understand the reactions and konky stuffs.
Yes man! (:

Shared about family during cell group. yeh. Thank God.

Side Track abit.

I'm thinking of planning a CIP cambodia trip for GB (:

heh. For sec3s girls.

Hmmmm

what do you think about this?

2008-05-08T22:19:00.003+08:00

YuhooO! TMR IS FRIDAY

FRIDAY MEANS NO SCHOOL TO ME!!!! hehehehe

So i went out with Huimin today (:

Cool shit.

We crapped, we jogged, we rested at her house, we shopped, we makan-ed, we laughed like mad.

totally FUN.

and i feel young tgt with her. AHAHHAHHAHAHAHA

HEHEHEHEHEHHE

anyway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENZHENG!(:

2008-05-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

Grp photo

Alice's farewell last friday(:

2008-05-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

True love isn't just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace; before two people are married, love is expressed in self control, patience, even words left unsaid- Joshua Harris ( I kissed dating goodbye)

all i could say is...don't judge this book by its TITLE :)

good books should be shared.

2008-05-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

Fundamentals of Pathology

It doesn't sound scary.

but

E-LEARNING on wiki is darn scary.

I'm about to die.

):):

PUO calculations is making me confused):

PLM.....POISON ACTS-is sure gonna make me snore in lecture again )))):

2008-05-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

You know, i have been feeling weird these days.

Feelings that i really couldn't get to comprehend myself.

There're moments when memories just strike me.

when reminiscing the past seemed to be part of "hobby" now

I don't know what had gotten onto me.

I just feel it that way.

It can even go back to times when i was in primary school

having my first crush on OCL

which was like how many gazillion years ago

yet i smile stupidly whenever i thought of that.

many things have no doubt-changed.

In fact, my primary school has relocated to some ULU place

PUNGGOL.

how many stops away from farrer park , uh?

yeh.

&i was amazed by the fact that...

most of my pri school friends are in Temasek Poly.

that's the weird-est thing of all.

when your ex-pri skul friend is just sitting behind you on a bus.

& when you smiled at her, she thought that you're insane.

cus she couldnt rmb who am i alrdy.

that's pretty upsetting , right? ):

In any sense, old memories bring back my childhood memories.

of cus, secondary school memories were not forgotten.

about how i thought yanshan is a malay and what we've been thru to today.

about how i met jsw and how we managed to cross the bumpy road that was ahead

about the times when we go to SMU, ESP to study.

memories are always etched on my mind.

and they bring hysterical laughter out of me when i just happen to recall them anyhow-ly

&how much i've been thru to who i am today.

So much things happened since the day i graduated from oss.

How much a drastic change in my life eversince i've know Him

i don't know.

All i know that..

I'm leading a healthy life which i yearned long ago.

It's been given to me by the grace of His

getting to know my cell mates are another wonderful thing that could ever happen.

fantastic people

&as much as i know

I'm loving them every minute(:

Like how i slp and SNORE during lectures...

daydream during tutorial!!!

hahaha

every event that has taken place this year,

is a learning lesson for me.

BBAQ....is one of them

memorable times together. laughing my ass out at people :X

and bullying people seemed alrdy, to be my forte:X:X:X:X

but whatever is it.

i enjoy every moment.

not bullying people la

but the times that we spent tgt.

that are the memories that KK will rmb.

yeh man.

Just like ytd's cell farewell party for Alice at her house.

it was AWESOME.

and i guess, we all had a good time! (:

& now, im seriously looking forward to the GB JUNE's Camp!

(;

2008-05-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

I'm disappointed): Sigh.
I guess, everyone has the 1% of chance succumbing to temptation..
&i guess, it's the peers that you're hanging out with.
Sigh.....
but i have the faith in you* that you would control.
i seriously mean it...really (:
& i will pray for you dear !(:

___
digress a little
met jane today for a talk held at st andrew cathedral
for a christain perspectives conference
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ was one of the topic the speaker touched on.
for how many times.... have i been listening about this topic eversince i know BLAH BLAH
I asked Jane, " what is God trying to convey to me?"
Jane gave me a strange look and said " I don't know."
-_- well said man.
lol!
The talk was quite long.& the speaker was such an engaging speaker!
wha, that's what i aspired to be lah! :X

She's Dr Thio Li-ann
Professor of Law
National University of Singapore

Shiok. hehee.
OF COURSE!
I TOOK A LOT OF FREE GIFTS.
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

ok whatever can.

anyway.

digress a lil bit further.

***Guy's point of view
This is very cute! And even
written by a guy! You might agree with it, but when it actually
happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late
and that guy
who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take
notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other
guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're
sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up
and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't
help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even
acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls
you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is
that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we
tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean
it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The
sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote
me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the
mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing
it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kiss us when no
one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be
more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're
going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need
to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you
own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. Honestly, i
think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my
t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don't take everything we say
seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in
it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your
bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse
McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have
girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word
'handsome'/'beautiful'. I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else
you can think of. On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it
either. Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED
RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY
DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH
UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will
make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you
even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad
you make them feel. Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look
you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
*****Give the nice guys a chance***** > Holdin Hands- > Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times. > Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once. > Cuddling- > Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold. > Guys : Automatically move closer to her. > Movies-> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder > Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her. > Loving each other- > Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it. > Laying below the stars- > Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat > Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your crush.... > guys: no grabbing!!!

Cute right? I thought that's very very very cute leh! hehe

it's one of the email that pra sent me. so cute. hee.but i dun understand the last part. what about grabbing??? can anyone enlighten me?

Neways.you claimed you didnt do that kind of things.

and yet your stupid actions showed it all.

come on, what is wrong with you?

sigh.

As much as i want everything to be fine like in the past again

YOU'RE the one that is picking on kiki.

whatever. i gave up.

I've forgiven and you're the one that has been so hypocritical to me. thanks man.

2008-05-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

just before i go to bed.
Happy Birthday Rahdi boy(:hee.

im busy im busy busy busy

school suck my blood everyday everyday everyday

Thank God, new classmates are FUN

they made my Organic Chem2 lab so fun that I found it to be ridiculously interesting!!!

Dinner-ed with yanshan at crystal jade.

Xiao long bao is darn nice.

& the bread are nice when it's ON SALE.

EVERYTHING IS ON SALE TODAY.

WHOA.COOL MAN.

WHOOO!

2008-04-29T22:19:00.001+08:00

apparently...

many think that i'm 21 yrs old.

alright. I've resigned to that fate of mine.

2008-04-29T00:36:00.001+08:00

REPORTS.

DAMN IT.

FPATH. I WANNA KILL YOU.

WEDNESDAY DUE DATE

AND.

I THOUGHT IT'S JULY.

CRAP CRAP CRAP.

2008-04-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

what is the definition of a perfect gift?

Hmmm...

2008-04-26T11:57:00.002+08:00

i dun know what to blog here.

Millions of thoughts

yet i don't know what to type here.

Thoughts, sometimes cannot be expressed in words

thousands of desires

millions of wants

but i'm sure, that's not God's will

what's His will for me?

He has yet to reveal to me

or perhaps, He did

just that I wasn't paying attention.

2008-04-25T02:07:00.003+08:00

as always...little msg of yours hype up day/night.

&i Thank God for the presence of you.

2008-04-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

okay. today was alright. Just that the PUO bored me to death

&i can seriously die studying that subject):

neways, CDS today was good!

Fundamentals of Management. The lecturer is funny and classmates are fun!

so i met Mel at the bookshop after buying my book.....

Wha, she's really high one lo. hahah

Talked for awhile while waiting for her friend, rachael(:

so..... yah...

Random:

You wasn't like that in the past. What had happened to change the nicey you?
Now, you've became so critical.
so sarcastic.
and so... Dao to me
):
i said Hello to you.
You pretended you didnt notice and walked away.
that's very bad.
&i dun feel good about it.
where is your basic courtesy, at least.
You became like that after ~~oltc~~

whatever. if you're angry over that matter. then whatever...

2008-04-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

WOW

first day of school!

IT'S NOT GOOD!

NO NO NO

AHHHH

PUO-PHARMACEUTICAL UNIT OPERATIONS

??????????????????

PHYSICS!

CRAP..

PLM-PHARMACEUTICAL LEGISLATION & MARKETING

BORING :(

OC2-ORGANIC CHEMISTRY

NIGHTMARE!

I CAN JUST ROLL ON THE FLOOR AND DIE

digress a bit.

i'm very tired

&does absent makes the heart grow fonder?

haha.

2008-04-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

ok shut up. didn't you realised that i didn't want to talk to you when i didn't reply you in msn?
stop bombard me with stupid questions. keep nudging like there's no tmr.
what the hell is wrong ah ah ah ah.
eh. i didnt want to talk to you cus ... i was busy with my things.
when i say...BRB. WHY YOU KEEP NUDGING ME..............
crap leh you.
msn i dun reply, you target my phone.
OEI. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU........
it's really IRRITATING
& HOW I KNOW ABOUT YOUR DARLING?????????????????
siao ah?????
whatever.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY SUCH PPL EXIST

PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS

PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS
PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS

PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS
PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS
PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS

PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS PISS

2008-04-20T11:28:00.003+08:00

Here's something I found it quite interesting to read..
Hope as you read, you will gain something out of it like me! :)

Kent Keith - People Are Often Unreasonable
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;

Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and sometrue enemies;

Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may just never be enough;

Give the world the best you have anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it's all between you and God;

It was never between you and them anyway.

__________________________

I've just came home after the Qing Ming thing.

i really THANK GOD that somehow...or anyhow...

i've sort of escaped from taking joss sticks.

wha. really. God has His plan for me.

before going..i was still you know.... vexing about how to react or what to do when im there.

lucky, everything went on smoothly...and

i really THANK GOD for everything.

however... there're more issues linking up after the praying session.

Oh well, it's an old issue that happened like....last year?

It's risen up...and it gt bigger.

About my Aunt..and my cousin.

I will not go into further details..

and if you're reading this post....pls pls pls

pray for my cousin.

pray that his mother would wisen up

pray that his mother is not that selfish

pray that his mother would put everything down

and start afresh

it's really no point holding to the past and reluctant to move on.

and also..

pray that my uncle would not be so busy by his work and have less problems regardless whether it's work or family problem. Lessen them. Lighten his load.

nevertheless i was quite depressed this morning.

I kept asking "why is this happening in our family?"

"whyy is it happening, God?"

I know it's unhealthy. but i can't hlp it.

Sometimes I would just wonder.

why does God even want to plan this kinda unhappy experience for me.

what's His reasons for doing so?

sigh.

tmr school's reopening.

Oh well.... I'm not looking forward to it, obviously.

2008-04-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

tsk tsk.

everyone is laughing at my no-voice

& start to flood my msn with

"AH HAHAHA. kiki AH AH AH."

wth???

anyway. leave that nonsense aside.

I'M VERY HAPPY.

timetable's out.

hohohohohoho

every FRIDAY NO SCHOOL!!!!!

lalalaallalala

im in a SUPER high mood now.

HOHOHOHOHOOHHOHOHO

& i think my timetable is rather slack ((((((:

GOOD JOB TP!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i had an injection, again ):

2008-04-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

KIKI HAS OFFICIALLY LOST HER BEAUTIFUL VOICE

the overnight stay was a OMG thing.

free-labour. totally lor. hahah:X

reached home at 8am++++

knocked out immediately.

& she has got 4 days of beautiful MC.

-______-

2008-04-16T12:12:00.000+08:00

while rocking the walls down.

kiki has a veryyyyyveryyyyyy bad sore throat!

2008-04-15T22:44:00.001+08:00

week o craze now.

we rock the tp's walls down.

whoosp!

the LOGGERS

2008-04-14T14:21:00.002+08:00

As usual, i always pon ten dragonboat training.
HAHAH....& i think melissa is so poor thing la. kiki always make her roll and die):
i promise regatta i will be there to row the boat k(: Kiki WILL BE there. Cus she loves mel&didnt want her to die so many times, la! (:
So i went to the dentist today....Oh. It's my cousin doing the teeth thing, thou. I was there .... playing my DS and.... I was so heartless you know! I just sit there and play and ignore my cousin. Cus he was screaming and shouting like mad :x
Haha. Whatever :P

hahaha...
Anyway. i had a dream.... A dream that i wish i never would wanna wake up anymore :P
Very dreamy ah. Really lor.
Aiyah. not those Love love dream, la! :P
it's those... very funny dream lor.
I WAS A GRANDMA in that dream lor!
I have 6 grand-children you knw!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
& yah. i forgot i have how many children, though. HOHOHO.
But i cannot see the grandpa's face, leh! ):
but the grandpa like.....older than me a lot leh.
cus he got white hair ler. i dun have wor.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
OKAY. maybe i went to dye my hair before i dreamt of myself la.
okay lor.

eh. i got to carrry baby liao.

2008-04-13T20:47:00.003+08:00

David's baptism day!

Praise the Lord!

anyway. today was awesome. like totally.
though i'm quite tired by now. *yawnnns*
I wanna Thank God for Jane to be able to make it for church service.
&i really wanna Thank God for such an awesome cell group !(:
AKOUO !!! tada!
:D:D:D:D:D

so after service. we waited for david's baptism service!!!! WOOHOO.
&due to too bored
Jing Yng & i went to plaza sing and.....
walk walk man(:

so funny formal grp photo.
Look at david's face pls-_-

& the blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr informal.

wha lao. EUNICE ah. thanks ah.

wanna suck my power har. LOL

& thanks to xinrui(eleora) ah.

she recorded a video

WITH ME DOING SOME RETARDED STUFFS.

i wouldn't want to show you all leh!

cus you all sure will laugh like mad one lor.

I DON'T ALLOW THAT TO HAPPEN.

HAHAHAHAHA

anyway.....

THANK GOD FOR TODAY

2008-04-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

other than

They kiss again

similarly shiok & romantic & HAVE SHUAI MALE LEAD

Fated to love

TOTAL sweetness.

TOTAL shiokness.

Opened doors VS closed doors

2008-04-10T19:47:00.003+08:00

We need to learn to thank the Lord for closed doors

just as much as we do for open doors.

The reason God closes doors is because He has not prepared anything over there for us.

If He didn't close the wrong door we would never find our way to the right door. Even when we don't realize it, God directs paths through the closing and opening doors. When one door closes, it forces us change our course. Another door closes; forces us to change our course yet again.

Then finally, we find the open door and right into our blessing. But instead of praising God for the closed door (which kept us out of trouble), we get upset because we 'judge by the appearances. '

And in our own arrogance, or ignorance, we insist that we know what is right. We have a very present help in the time of need who is always standing guard. Because He walks ahead of us, He can see trouble down the road and HE sets up road blocks and detours accordingly. But through our lack of wisdom we try to tear down the roadblocks or push aside detour signs. Then the minute we get intotrouble, we start crying,

'Lord how could this happen to me?' We have got to realize that the closed door was a blessing. Didn't He say that 'No good thing will He withhold from them that love Him?'

If you get terminated from your job - don't be down, instead thank God for the new opportunities that will manifest themselves - it might be a better job, or an opportunity to go to school.

If that man or woman won't return your call - it might not be them, it might be the Lord setting up a roadblock (just let it go).

One time a person had a bank he had been doing business with for many years tell him 'NO' for a $10,000 loan. The Lord led him to call another bank. That bank approved a $40,000 loan for him at a lower interest rate than his own bank had advertised.I'm so grateful, for the many times God has closed doors to me, just to open them in the most unexpected places.

'The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord, and He delights in his way.'

(Psalms 37:23)

The Mountain top is glorious, but it is in the Valley that I will grow!

Always Remember God gives you...

Enough Happiness to keep you Sweet

Enough Trials to keep you Strong

Enough Sorrows to keep you Human

Enough Hope to keep you Happy

Enough Failure to keep you Humble

Enough Success to keep you Eager

Enough Friends to give you Comfort

Enough Wealth to meet your Needs

Enough Enthusiasm to make you look forward

Enough Faith to banish depression, and

Enough Determination to make each day a better day than the last.

Life must be lived forward but can only be understood backwards. Commit to the Lord in whatever you do and your plans will succeed. (Proverbs 16:3)

2008-04-09T00:02:00.004+08:00

TADA! i went to One North Park today.

No idea why. it wasn't planned. really.

didn't go for dragonboat today. Cus i couldnt wake up on time....haha sorry melissa and rachael. hehehe

SO....

i went for rock climbing.

climbed for 2 hours plus.

my shoulders&legs are darn jelly nw..

Cus i got nothing to do.

i went to Borna Vista(AIYA. i dunno how to spell:X)

thinking to replace my EZ link card.

BUT THEN. wha lao. change place alr.

-___________________-

so...i just walk aimlessly.

& i reached one north park.

did some soul searching there&OMG.

something random happened.
Wha lao. my future husband-_____-

totally -_______-

afterwhich. i have no idea why. it started to rain like mad.

I BUMPED onto LEE KIM SONG!!

LOL.

really LOL.

he went " OI. ARE YOU KAHKAY?"

"yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........OMG. LEE KIM SONG!"

wah lao eh.

so chatted a bit and i headed down to holland V.

walked around& i tell you what ok.

i went into this camera shop.was looking at canon DSLR cameras(EOS series)

then this dunnoe who came beside and ask me

" you interested in buying ah? you photographer?"

"not interested in buying.just taking a look.Not an avid photographer,but like to take crappy photos."

"Oh. i count you cheaper la."

"count? nvrmind. im done. thanks a lot"

"Oei! li pek talk to you nicely ...balh blah.."

i dunno what else he said...cus it's in hokkien

&he smoked and blow the puff on my face!

)(*&^%$#@$%^&*()()*&^%

wha. i foam big time and wants to slap him.

but considering that it was my first time at HV...

RAN AWAY. LOL(:

settled at the coldrock ice cream shop.

their ice cream was awful.

to me la. so sticky and thick.

&the milk smell was unbearable that i left it untouched after the first taste.

goodness.

headed down to cityhall to meet xinrui for my new life kit.

WAH. TODAY i dunnoe what is wrong with my day.

you all know the toilet at citilink?

near the sufer girl that side..?

YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED OR NOT?

I WALKED INTO THE GUYS TOILET

AND SAW GUYS PEEING.

WTH???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& I REALLY HOPE THAT THE GUY NEVER ZIP ONTO HIS PRECIOUS LOR.

IM REALLY SORRY LEH.

i dunno what happened to me.

i told xinrui and took her there.

CUS IT REALLY DOESNT LOOK LIKE IT'S MALE TOILET LA.

WHA LAO EH):

okay. and life goes on.

had dinner at newyork newyork with her.

omg. i tell you. darn crappy.

everything was soo funny inside NYNY.

hahahahhaa

one north park.

Will end this post with..

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA =P

2008-04-08T10:57:00.004+08:00

DIE ALR DIE ALR!

awards ceremony this saturday!

& i was praying so hard that i will not be chosen for the dunno what.

&OMG

an officer sent me an email.

OMG.

i died almost immediately.

Attire: Full uniform

OMG

since how long i haven touch that uniform hanging there.

-____________-

& the most horrible thing is.

i lost:

1: My year badge

2: My name tag

3: I dunno where is my boots

win alr.

WIN ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SATURDAY YOU ALL SEE HOW I DIE AH!

OMG.

-________________-

just to add to the bad day.

My pink ipod&my camera DIED ON ME.

WHA LAO.

WHAT CAN BE BETTER THAN THIS , HUH?

2008-04-08T02:12:00.001+08:00

wha lao. it's 2am plus

eating banana in front of the screen.

Mad.

I was woken up by dunnoe what feeling in my stomach.

I woke up and went out.

&i saw banana hanging there.

so i plucked one

and eat.

but

i cannot finish.

-_-

i think tmr morning

i will shit like mad.

& i'm feeling slpy again.

au revoir

2008-04-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

swimming , swimming in the ocean blue~~~
lol...
anyway! i had a wonderful day today! & you?

Heeeee(: i swam my afternoon away.
went working in the morning. headed to TP at about 113oam. WOHOO.
awesome.

tmr will be
row row row my boat.

DRAGONBOATING TMR!
afterwhich..
wil head down to CSC for rock climbing lesson.

WOOHOOO.
jiayou KK (:

2008-04-06T23:33:00.003+08:00

WHA! LIKE FINALLY!!!

YUEH WAH! THANKS!

though you're 2 years younger than me...

i felt comfortable talking to you!(:

& GOODNESS!

I FINALLY TELL SOMEONE HOW I REALLY FEEL LA!

WOOHOOO

YOU ROCK YW!(:

2008-04-06T16:18:00.003+08:00

Just in case, my poly friends forgot how KIKI looks like...Nah, here is a photo taken specially for b7 clique. HEHEHEHEHHE -_-
and of cus... my dearest melissa ONG!
TMR YOU WILL SEE ME LIAO!
like...finally, yeh? hahaha.
Had been on a MIA trip since my vacation starts.
Not attending any gatherings that you all had organised....haha...I'm sorry ):
&even OLTC!
Sigh Sorry leh people. Haha.
Neway, i will be back soon.
'Cus schools is starting soon! & of cus, i really dreaded the idea of going for 8am lectures @ tampines! ))))):
Ohsi sigh!

Furthermore.... I don't even know who is my classmates for the next 2 years leh.
I feel like i'm a freshie all over again)))):
How ah?!
I'm shyyy leh...=x

Anyway. Stupid TP...other schools have already given out the timetable...
Whyyyyyyy TP so slow ah???
tell me why oh why~~~~...
&&&
i tell you all something.

i would be taking ORGANIC CHEMISTRY TWO!!!!
WAH........
GOD MUST REALLY BLESS ME MAN.
my OC for year 1.1 was a D leh!
crap.

Okay. enough of school issues. they made me scared):
haha.

Time to digress!!!!!

Hehs... if you all know.. i went for AQ ytd... it was a blast?
Hmm. yeh i would think so lar.. Esp for me..it would be a BLAST....
cus it's a BB event........&imagine the only participant is female......
& people looking at you with strange stares.....
IS QUITE FUNNY!
HAHAHHAHHAHAHA
i enjoyed thru out the event...
& was pretty much relieved that....
we SURVIVED
okok..or rather, I la! lol....-__-
I reallly experienced what is "mind over body"
like totally. hahaha.

& crap yanshan.
Do you know when i was cycling thru the stupid off-road that almost wanted my life
it was YOUR JOKE that make me forget the tiredness or not!?!?
it's your
Wu Zun (yan)'s joke lor can!
HAHAHHA....
I wanted to laugh out loud one leh.
but then. got other BB boys cycling behind and beside me..
then i dun dare.
i scared later they tio scared and fall dwn the slope.
(:
thanks yanshan. HAHAHA.
wu zun yan LOL.

so everything was smooth sailing except the bike.
at one point of time... I had the urge to smash the bike and throw it into the dunnoe what canal.
irritating leh.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

at the end of the day...
You don't knw what's lying in front of you when you dont take yr first step& im glad i did ! taking the first step to join AQ. it was a awesome experience for me, definitely yo!
&i've totally convinced myself that..Nothing is impossible if we are determined to do it good and i can do what the guys think girls are weak of!
oh..speaking of that....I had this deep impression of the guy who is stationed at in the middle of the canal to collect corks.
He said " HUH. HOW COME GIRL CAN TAKE PART? YOU CAN TAKE IT MEH?"
if ever there's this chance to bump onto him anywhere...
i would flush him down the potty.
wah lao. irritating.

oh yeh. thanks wenzheng, vincent & guocheng during the compt! (:
xie xie ^^

alright. then i will end this post with a..

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA:p